okay, on a funny note our waking up in the middle of night because of frazzled nerves, made me realize something- i might as well do some work cause i'm gonna be tired anyway in the middle of the day, because where before i'd go back to sleep in a 15 minutes its just not happening. We're up for at least an hour to two. Instead of staring at the ceiling, work which means you get pages. not exactly a win win, but its better than a lose lose.